IM SURE BY NOW U HAVE HEARD THE TEA ON MISS SUNBEAM CRYING AT THE END OF THE SHOW ONSTAGE-- THERE WERE LOTS OF MIXED EMOTIONS GOING ON THAT DAY FROM ANGER AND FRUSTRATION TO JOY AND HAPPINESS- IT GOT SOMEWHAT OVERWHELMING AND I DECIDED TO LET IT OUT- IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH A MAN OR ANYTHING ELSE CRAZY LIKE THAT SO SHUT IT DOWN BOO-IM IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING SOME CHANGES IN MY LIFE (FOR THE BETTER ) AND JUST THINKING ABOUT WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN CAUSED ME TO GET TEARY-- OTHER THAN THAT - IT WAS A GREAT SHOW - NICE VARIETY OF DANCERS -BIRTHDAY KIDS WERE IN ABUNDANCE(LIBRA POWER) AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL- LAST NITE I SPOKE TO BEYONCE ON THE PHONE FOR A MINUTE WHILE SHE WAS OUT FURNITURE SHOPPING FOR HER NEW APT IN NEW YORK- NO I DIDNT CALL HER -SHE WAS WITH SOMEONE WHO HELPED ME TO MEET HER AND SINCE WE WERE TALKING SHE WANTED TO HEAR HOW THE SUNBEAM WAS DOING PERSONALLY-- THAT LIFTED MY DAY FOR SURE-- TODAY IS TUESDAY AND RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL I HAVE A AUDITION FOR SOME OLIVER STONE FILM (TRANSVESTITE HOOKER) WISH ME LUCK AND STAY TUNED TO HEAR WHAT HAPPENED!