AFTER THE OFFICIAL BOMB WAS DROPPED AROUND 1AM ON MY WEBSITE MY TRAFFIC DOUBLED--THE BOTTOM LINE IS I WANTED MY FANS TO KNOW THE REAL TRUTH AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE WAY TO DO IT- SOME THINK I OPENED MYSELF UP TO VICIOUS PEOPLE WHILE OTHERS THOUGHT IT WAS VERY BRAVE OF ME- THE BOTTOM LINE IS ITS DONE AND I CANT DWELL ON THE NEGATIVE SINCE STRESS WEAKENS THE IMMUNE SYSTEM-- I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO WISH ME WELL- THE EMAILS ARE STILL COMING AS WE SPEAK - I ONLY READ ABOUT TWO AT A TIME SINCE IT CAN BE VERY EMOTIONAL FOR ME-- I DO READ THEM ALL AND RESPOND WHEN MY STRENGTH IS GOOD---NOW IS THE TIME FOR ME TO REST AND HEAL AND WITH YOUR CONTINUED PRAYERS THAT WILL HAPPEN SOONER THAN WE ALL THINK BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND IT IS HE WHO MAKES THE FINAL DECISIONS WITH US!