RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING OK AS I WAIT FOR MY RIDE TO TAKE ME TO ST.VINCENTS HOSPITAL -I AM GOING TO TRY TO HAVE ME KEEP ME FOR SOME ROUTINE EVALUATION - WITH ME BEING GROSSLY UNDERWEIGHT I HAVE A EXTREMELY RAPID HEARTBEAT AND SHORTNESS OF BREATH WHICH AINT CUTE-- IF U DONT HEAR FROM ME FOR A MINUTE IT MEANS THAT IM THERE GETTING MYSELF TOGETHER--PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME AND FOLKS IF U VOLUNTEER TO HELP SOMEONE OUT PLEASE BE A MAN/WOMAN OF YOUR WORD-- DONT JUST SAY IT WITHOUT MEANING SINCE U NEVER KNOW WHEN U WOULD BE CALLED UP ON IT-- CIAO FOR NOW

AFTER THE OFFICIAL BOMB WAS DROPPED AROUND 1AM ON MY WEBSITE MY TRAFFIC DOUBLED--THE BOTTOM LINE IS I WANTED MY FANS TO KNOW THE REAL TRUTH AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE WAY TO DO IT- SOME THINK I OPENED MYSELF UP TO VICIOUS PEOPLE WHILE OTHERS THOUGHT IT WAS VERY BRAVE OF ME- THE BOTTOM LINE IS ITS DONE AND I CANT DWELL ON THE NEGATIVE SINCE STRESS WEAKENS THE IMMUNE SYSTEM-- I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO WISH ME WELL- THE EMAILS ARE STILL COMING AS WE SPEAK - I ONLY READ ABOUT TWO AT A TIME SINCE IT CAN BE VERY EMOTIONAL FOR ME-- I DO READ THEM ALL AND RESPOND WHEN MY STRENGTH IS GOOD---NOW IS THE TIME FOR ME TO REST AND HEAL AND WITH YOUR CONTINUED PRAYERS THAT WILL HAPPEN SOONER THAN WE ALL THINK BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND IT IS HE WHO MAKES THE FINAL DECISIONS WITH US!

THE TOP MODEL/AMERICAN IDOL DRAMA IS STARTING ALREADY--LETS START WITH ANTM--MISS JADE HAS GOTTA GO! HER ATTITUDE IS A MESS AND SHE IS THE OLDEST HO ON THE SHOW -SO IF IT WAS THAT OVA FOR HER SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE BUSINESS LONG AGO WHEN SHE WAS FRESH AND NEW--- I REALLY DONT HAVE TOO MUCH OF A PROBLEM WITH ANYONE ELSE AS OF YET---THE AMERICAN IDOL VOTES ARE SHADEFEST TOO --LISA IN THE BOTTOM 3 (HMMM) I GUESS THE KIDS ARE TRYING TO MAKE IT HOT!-SHE SURVIVED THOUGH BUT IT SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED-AMEN?----ON ANOTHER NOTE I WILL BE BACK AT THE TEA DANCE 3/26 SO LOOK FOR ON THAT DATE AND TELL ANY PLAYA HATERS U KNOW TO STOP SPREADING RUMORS ABOUT ME BEING IN A COMA--I GAGGED AND BURPED WHEN THE CALL CAME THROUGH BUT U KNOW HOW THE KIDS CAN BE--ENUFF FOR NOW -STAY BLESSED

HEY GUYS -OF COURSE U ALL KNOW IM BACK FROM SANTO DOMINGO-- IT WAS SUCH AN EVENTFUL TRIP THAT I REALLY NEEDED TO COME HOME AND REST SO THATS WHY U HAVENT HEARD FROM ME IN A MINUTE--BUT ALL IS WELL HERE I'M JUST RESTING- ON THAT NOTE I WONT BE HOSTING THE TEA DANCE TONITE BUT SUGGA PIE WILL BE THERE TO MAKE U HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE--- SO MUCH ON TV THESE DAYS AND THE SHOWS ARE GETTING HOT!_ AMERICAN TOP MODEL AND AMERICAN IDOL WILL TRULY KEEP ME BUSY FOR A MINUTE-- WE ARE STILL DOING THE WED NITE PARTY IN JERSEY CITY IN CASE ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN COMING OUT ON A WED AND LETTING THEIR HAIR DOWN--I WILL BE PUTTING TOGETHER A PHOTOSHOOT FOR MY WEBSITE SO U GUYS CAN HAVE SOME NEW PICS TO OGLE AT OF ME(LOL)--OTHER THAN THAT IM WAITING FOR THE WEATHER TO BREAK (SPRING) --DID U SEE THEM CRAZY FOOLS OUT THERE THIS PAST WEEKEND? SHORTS, FLIP FLOPS AND ALL SORTS OF MADNESS--ENJOY THE GOOD WEATHER BUT DAMN DONT OVERDO IT THE TIME WILL COME FOR ALL THAT --ENUFF FOR NOW- TALK SOON

FIRST OF ALL GUYS I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO MENTION HICKSON AND GHETTOHEAT PRODUCTIONS BEING AT THE CLUB FOR THE ANNIVERSARY-- SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO HIM AND WISHING HIM MUCH SUCCESS ON THE LATEST VENTURE "CONVICTS CANDY"-- YESTERDAY I WENT TO SEE THE COLOR PURPLE AND THOROUGHLY ENJOYED IT--WE HAD REALLY FAR BACK SEATS BUT LIFE GOES ON AND WE DIDNT MISS MUCH---IM WAITING NOW TO SEE CHICAGO WITH ROBIN GIVENS-- ANY BROADWAY BUFFS OUT THERE? MAYBE WE CAN GET A GROUP TOGETHER(HMMM) FOR THE PLAY THAT IS--- WELL TOMORROW MORNING I LEAVE FOR SANTO DOMINGO FOR DOMINICAN ISLAND HEAT --AS WE KNOW THE SNOW STORM IS COMING AS WELL SO PRAY FOR ME TO GET OFF THE GROUND AND COME BACK HOME SAFE AND SOUND-- I WILL BE MISSING WHO GOT THE BOOT FROM AMERICAN IDOL ON THURSDAY SO SOMEONE HOOK A SISTER UP WITH THE 411--OTHER THAN THAT STAY SAFE AND WARM!