WELL DESPITE THE NASTY WEATHER I HAD A GOOD DAY - GOT MY HAIR CUT AND GOATEE TRIMMED(NOT DOING DRAG HAS ITS ADVANTAGES)--OF COURSE THOSE WHO FOLLOW THE BLOG KNOW THAT TONITE WAS THE MARY MARY / KIRK FRANKLIN CONCERT AT RADIO CITY-- I HAD TO BUNDLE UP FIERCELY WITH THIS TRICKY WEATHER -- I HAD A GREAT TIME AT THE SHOW WITH TWO SPECIAL FRIENDS BERNARD AND LOUIS(BIG SUNBEAM FANS) --IT WAS GREAT TO GET OUT AND SEE FRIENDS/CO -WORKERS (I WORK PART-TIME AT RADIO) AND THE SHOW -- I REALLY NEEDED THAT TODAY -- TODAY WAS ALSO THE LAST DAY OF 2 PNUEMONIA MEDS AND MY SHINGLES MEDICATION SO I HAD REASON TO GO AND CELEBRATE IN A INSPIRATIONAL WAY-- THE ONLY CRAZY NEWS TODAY WAS THAT I GOT A REJECTION LETTER FROM UNEMPLOYMENT WHICH I HAVE NEVER COLLECTED IN ALL MY 37 YEARS SO I DONT KNOW WHAT THE DISCREPANCY WAS--NOW I HAVE TO TAKE THAT LETTER AND GO TO WELFARE-- HARMONICA ON WELFARE! DAMN THATS FUCKED UP! SHIT HAPPENS AND I DONT FEEL THAT BAD I HEARD THAT WHOOPI GOLDBERG WAS ON WELFARE B4 SHE BLEW UP SO THIS MAY BE A GOOD SIGN(LOL) --I HAVE APPLIED FOR DISABILITY BUT THAT WILL TAKE ABOUT 3 MONTHS TO ACTUALLY RECEIVE A CHECK OR AN OFFICIAL ANSWER- SO UNTIL THEN ITS HARMONICA GETTING WELFARE AND FOOD STAMPS-- A GIRL GOTTA DO WHAT A GIRLS GOTTA DO-- I JUST HATE THE FACT HOW THEY TREAT SOME PEOPLE DOWN THERE AND ALL THE DAMN QUESTIONS BUT I WILL HAVE TO GET OVER THAT TUESDAY MORNING WHEN I PUMP THROUGH- OF COURSE THEY OPEN AT 8AM BUT THE LINE STARTS AT 6AM AND BE WRAPPED AROUND THE CORNER AS IF U WERE AT GREAT ADVENTURE WAITING FOR KINGDOM KA-- WELL GUYS I CANT SAY LET ME GET SOME REST CUZ MISS KALETRA KEEPS ME UP ALL DAMN NITE -- I WILL LAY IN BED AND CLOSE MY EYES TIGHT AND HOPE I FALL ASLEEP ---ENUFF FOR NOW JOIN ME IN THE NEXT EPISODE OF "GAYS OF OUR LIFE"--LOL