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THIS TOO SHALL PASS (HOPEFULLY SOON)

HERES TO HOPING ALL YOU PEEPS THAT READ THIS STAY INSPIRED AND ENCOURAGED IN WHATEVER TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES U MAY FACE IN LIFE-- YESTERDAY STARTED OUT PRETTY NORMAL FOR ME-NOTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY - PEACHES(MY CAT) WAS HER USUAL SHADY SELF SITTING PERCHED IN THE WINDOW WISHING SHE SHE COULD BE OUTSIDE PLAYING WITH THE PITBULL FROM UPSTAIRS--I HAD TO PULL MY HOME ATTENDANT(ULALLIA) TO THE SIDE-EVERYTIME I SEND HER TO THE STORE SHE TAKES HER SWEET TIME AND COMES BACK JUST IN TIME TO PUNCH OUT FOR THE DAY-- ITS AN OLD STUNT MIJA SO DONT TRY IT WITH ME- I HAD TO CHASTISE(READ) HER EVERSO FIERCELY IN ENGLISH, SPANISH, EBONICS AND PIG LATIN!--I THINK SHE GOT MY POINT DURING ONE OF THE LANGUAGE PRESENTATIONS--THE REST OF THE DAY WAS FINE--UNTIL MED TIME--THAT DAMN KALETRA IS WEARING ME THIN--I TRY NOT TO HAVE A NEGATIVE ATTITUDE TOWARDS TAKING THE PILLS SINCE IT AFFECTS U MENTALLY(I HOPE U KNEW THAT ALREADY)--I FEEL WHEN I TAKE IT THE PILL GOES STRAIGHT TO MY HEAD INSTEAD OF THROUGHOUT MY BODY-I CANT SLEEP,MY VISION GETS SOMEWHAT BLURRY AND I HAVE THE ULTIMATE HEADACHE--I JUST LAY IN BED STARING AT THE CEILING AND ASKING GOD TO LESSEN THE DRAMA ASSOCIATED WITH THIS MEDICATION- I WAS NEVER BIG ON WESTERN MEDICINE SINCE IT DOESNT INCORPORATE THE WHOLE PERSON(MIND-BODY-SOUL) BUT AT THE CURRENT TIME IN MY CONDITION I NEED A RADICAL CHANGE IN NUMBERS AND ALTHOUGH THE BODY HAS THE ABILITY TO HEAL ITSELF (IF TREATED PROPERLY)RIGHT NOW IT WOULD BE A VERY LENGTHY PROCESS TO PURSUE WITHOUT MEDS-- LONG STORY SHORT- I HAVE BEEN UP FOR THE LAST 10 HOURS TRYING TO DO THIS VERY BLOG ENTRY U ARE READING NOW BUT MY HEAD IS POUNDING AND I DONT WANT TO ADD ANOTHER PILL (TYLENOL OR ASPIRIN) TO MY REGIMENT RIGHT NOW --NOW THATS ITS 5AM AND A DIVA IS GOOD AND EXHAUSTED I WILL WAIT ANOTHER 3 HOURS AND CALL MY DOCTOR TO SEE WHAT HE HAS TO SAY --DO ANY KALETRA USERS OUT THERE KNOW IF THESE CRAZY SIDE EFFECTS SUBSIDE AFTER AWHILE OR ARE THEY JUST PART OF YOUR DAILY ROUTINE AND U JUST GET USED TO IT? I DONT REALLY WANT TO SWITCH SO FAST SINCE I MAY BE GOING FROM BAD TO WORSE WITH THE NEXT MED BUT LIKE I SAID I WILL SEE WHAT THE GOOD DOCTOR HAS TO SAY-- I HAVE TAKEN LOTS OF TIME TODAY- I WILL CLOSE FOR NOW-- STAY TUNED FOR AN UPDATE ON THE PAYPAL FEATURE THAT WILL BE ADDED TO THE SITE, MY UPCOMING WELFARE OFFICE VISIT AND WHATEVER ELSE I FORGOT TO MENTION DUE TO MY LACK OF SLEEP-- HAVE A STRESS FREE DAY AND REMEMBER TO ALWAYS PUT GOD FIRST!

Posted by sunbeam at 05:24 AM | Comments (6)


Posted by sunbeam at April 26, 2006 05:24 AM

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HI...just wanted to you know that I am keeping you in my prayers. I am also HIV
and have been where you are. Just stick to you meds and thing will work out. Is hard
in the beginning, especially with Kaletra. Thats a tough drug, but as I always believe,
God did not bring this far just to drop you. You are inspiration for many. Say strong

JOE

Posted by: joe at April 26, 2006 11:46 AM

Well this is your old sister, Terrence Adonis. I've been following your career somewhat for the last couple of years. How are you doing today? Things have been remarkable the last 10 years. I'm still designing and now I'm living in Irvington but I've been freelancing all over the globe. I'm leaving for Hawaii next weekend for a shoot. Gosh I hope it's on a volcano.

I just read there is going to be a function next month for you and I believe I will be in town so I'm going to make an effort to be there. This is my private email address which I pick up daily. Hope to hear from you soon.

Posted by: T at April 26, 2006 02:29 PM

Hi Ms. Sunbeam! I have been a silent observer to your site for quite a while and
even though I am a real "fish" (Girl). I would always come to check you out just to
stay fashion forward in hair, make-up, coutoure, etc. I think your continued
presence on this planet is very much needed so stay up and May GOD continue to
bless you.

You are an absolute inspiration!

Posted by: Kennedy_Denet at April 26, 2006 04:38 PM

Stay strong and keep lookin' up.

Posted by: castiron at April 26, 2006 09:25 PM

Hey Dorian,


I was on KALETRA 200-50 mg tab four tabs by mouth daily, 2 months ago, BLURRY VISION AND I HAVE THE ULTIMATE HEADACHE--I LAYING IN BED, HEAD POUNDING, I couldn't take it. I called my Doctor over
the weekend and he told me to stop taking the drug ASAP, not everyone can
take KALETRA.

I now take Reyataz caps 2 caps a day, along with Epzicom 1 tab aday. working
very well for me, load was over 100,000 with in 3 weeks down to 2000, on my
way to being undetectable.

Also r u aware of the Gov programs that will help you with your rent/mortage
cash and meds?

Not able to help with case but I can offer a ride, If you need anything or
a ride your more then welcome to call me check your AOL Mail

Posted by: Kevin at April 26, 2006 09:29 PM

Hola, admire your blog as much as i admire your as an extrodinaire entertainer,
"muy its getting caliente up n' here", i missed probably many of ur shows, but when
i would come back u stil have it! Your def in my thoughts and now prayers. Im herer
representing philly. im glad u keep pressing on, sometimes i moap so low even things
are good in my life.

as you say "put God first" i need to this more in all my endeavors, smile. well
look forward to hearing from you, the good, the bad and ugly. Goods the best! i wi
i will try try try to be in nyc on the 18th of may . peace

Posted by: dee at April 26, 2006 10:27 PM

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