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AND AWAY WE GO....

ALL PACKED AND READY TO GO I SIT HERE WAITING FOR MY RIDE TO NYC AND THE CRUISE SHIP--LAST NITE I WAS BORED SO I SHOWERED AROUND 11PM AND WENT TO ESCUELITA-- IT WAS MY FIRST TIME THERE ON A SAT NITE SINCE FEB 06 AND IT WAS QUITE AN EXPERIENCE- THE A.C. WASNT EXACTLY IN WORKING CONDITION(WHAT'S NEW) AND IT WAS PACKED TO THE HILT- I WAS SOMEWHAT OVERWHELMED BY THE CROWD AND DECIDED TO SIT PERCHED IN THE DRESSING ROOM TILL SHOWTIME - MANY THOUGHTS RAN THROUGH MY HEAD --DO I WANT TO COME BACK TO ALL THIS ? IS THERE MORE FOR ME OUT THERE THAN THIS? DO I REALLY NEED THE STRESS AND DRAMA IN MY LIFE? I HAVE A MEETING W/MY BOSS AND WILL BE CONTEMPLATING MY RETURN TO LA NUEVA -ALTHOUGH MY BOSS HAS HELPED ME OUT DURING MY TIME OF NEED I STILL FEEL (AND MANY OTHERS) THAT THE CLUB COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING COLLECTIVELY AS WELL-- WHY WERE THE TWO BENEFIT SHOWS HELD IN OTHER LOCATIONS WHEN THIS IS CONSIDERED MY HOME? EVEN THE EMPLOYEES I THOUGHT I WAS COOL WITH AFTER 8 YEARS OF BEING WITH THEM KINDA PAID ME DUST(NOT ALL-SOME)AND THAT HURT ALOT AS WELL--SO THIS TRIP COMES AT THE RIGHT TIME -- FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON HOW U FEEL IF U HAVE THOUGHTS ON IT --UPON MY RETURN I WILL HIT U ALL UP AND LET U KNOW WHAT DIRECTION MISS SUNBEAM IS HEADING IN AND THE REASONS FOR IT- HAVE A BLESSED AND STRESS-FREE WORK WEEK AND I WILL CHAT WITH U UPON MY RETURN TO JERSEY CITY ON 6/5/06--SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO QUEENS PRIDE AND JERSEY PRIDE BEING HELD 6/4 SINCE I WONT BE HERE TO ENJOY THE FESTIVITIES---CIAO

Posted by sunbeam at 02:37 PM | Comments (4)


Posted by sunbeam at May 28, 2006 02:37 PM

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very nice, well said and expressed

Posted by: me at May 28, 2006 06:48 PM

Hola My dear!
Haven't visited your blog in sooooo long. Been swamped @ work.

Glad to hear your doing well.
Miss you terribly, great to see you @ Kirk Franklin (Gosh - that feels like ages ago).

American Idol...Taylor Hicks honey! Child Cheddar! I guess he's the lesser of
two evils. I could not take McPhee...
ANTM - I'm super happy for Danielle - she became my favorite, and I found the tooth
gap, and her Southern accent charming. Good for her. (I think Tyra hated on her - oh well).

God bless you know and always.

Luv you!
Ivelyse

Posted by: IVELYSE at June 2, 2006 05:34 PM

Girl! when dust is paid you need to move on! that is all that can be done. I mean kids get the T how they were to the Girls later on and want to apologize to them later. so all you can do is better your self with diffrent things right now.

Posted by: Vernon at June 3, 2006 01:10 PM

well i saw you at escuelita that night i feel where you are coming from ben doesnt
really care about no one but himself and most of the girls in the back only
look out for themselves so i feel you should just retire from escuelita and go
some where else if ben can fire and hire many of his girls and use many of them
to promote his club than he can do that to you i found out about you throught a friend
ben did not even post it on his website and still uses your name to make money even
thought you are not there anymore he still promotes your tea dance as if you are
hosting it. so before you decide to go back think about all of this

Posted by: shorty at June 4, 2006 07:16 PM

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