HEY GUYS - HOPING ALL IS WELL WITH U - I JUST GOT WORD THAT SHEILA NOXZEMA(MY NEICE) WAS IN TOWN OVER THE WEEKEND AND PERFORMED LAST NITE AT FEATHERS NITECLUB LOCATED IN RIVER EDGE NJ--THERE WAS A RUMOR SHE WAS IN TOWN BUT SINCE I DIDNT GET THE OFFICIAL CALL FROM HER I JUST BRUSHED IT OFF- SHEILA SERVED THE CROWD IN A 6 PIECE ENSEMBLE BY MOSCHINO AND ALSO DISPLAYED HER NEW 2008 PURPLE PRADA PUMPS-DESPITE THE FACT THAT SHE LEFT THE STAGE WITH $4.76 IN TIPS THE CROWD WORSHIPPED HER TO THE FULLEST!--NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS GET MY NERVES UP AND DO A TEST RUN B4 THE COMEBACK SHOW HAPPENS IN AUGUST- THE FLYERS WILL BE OUT BY 7/15-THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO VOTED FOR MY GIRL MONICA ON BIG BROTHER -THE RESULTS WILL BE SHOWN 7/6---I HAD MY COLONIC YESTERDAY AND BOY DO I FEEL LIGHT AND SEXY!--EVERYONE SHOULD GET A COLONIC AT LEAST ONCE A YEAR TO RELEASE THAT FECAL WASTE UP IN YOUR SERVICE- IF U WANT MORE INFO CUZ SOME PEOPLE CONSIDER THIS TO BE TMI HIT ME UP ON MY EMAIL ADDRESS (TRAKK13@AOL.COM)--THE WEATHER SHOULD BE GOOD THIS WEEKEND -IM GONNA HIT THE MOVIES TODAY (DEVIL WEARS PRADA) AND DO SOME WALKING AROUND THE CITY-- I ALSO NEED TO STOP BY MY FORMER SCHOOL AND SEE ABOUT BEING LET BACK IN TO COMPLETE MY HOURS(I WAS KICKED OUT WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL--BOO,HISS)-- THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW - TAKE CARE AND HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY WEEKEND-- IF U ARE HAVING A COOKOUT AND WOULD LIKE TO INVITE ME PLEASE DO SO!
BE SAFE AND KEEP GOD FIRST.

WOW - THE APPTS HAVE STARTED AND SO HAS THE DRAMA!-- THE ONCOLOGIST GAVE ME THE GO ON GIRL AND REFERRED ME BACK TO THE DERMATOGIST FOR A BIOPSY OF ONE OF THE LESIONS- GOT TO THE DERMATOLOGIST AND SHE DID HER THING(OUCH)--NOW ITS A WAIT AND SEE SITUATION ON THE KS--I WAS TOLD MORE THAN LIKELY IT WOULD CLEAR UP ON ITS OWN SO I AM PROBABLY JUST GOING TO MONITOR IT WITH THE ONCOLOGIST IF ITS CONFIRMED-- A DIVA IS TRYING TO GET BACK ON HER FEET AND PREPARE FOR THE COMEBACK SHOW-HOPEFULLY U WILL BE IN ATTENDANCE(8/15,22 AND 29)-- PRIDE IN THE CITY IS HONORING ME ON 8/4 FOR MORE INFO GO TO WWW.PRIDEINTHECITY.COM--SO MUCH DRAMA ON TV THESE DAYS! HOW DO WE FEEL ABOUT STAR JONES GETTING THE BOOT ? AFTER WATCHING SO U THINK U CAN DANCE AND AMERICAS GOT TALENT I MAY NOT COME BACK TO THE STAGE(LOL) -- BOTH THOSE SHOWS HAVE ME CAPTIVATED IN GOOD AND BAD WAYS--DONT FORGET TO VOTE FOR MONICA FOR THE BIG BROTHER ALLSTAR SHOW -THERE IS STILL TIME WWW.CBS.COM- SHE WORKS WITH ME AT RADIO CITY AND I LIVE FOR HER!(SO PLEASE VOTE)---NO PLANS FOR THIS COMING HOLIDAY WEEKEND FOR ME BUT I AM SCHEDULED FOR A COLONIC ON THURSDAY (YEAH) AND BLOODWORK ON FRI (EWWW) - WILL KEEP U ALL POSTED AND IF U HAVE ANY COMMENTS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUBMIT THEM- IT MAY TAKE A MINUTE SINCE THE WEBMASTER HAS TO APPROVE THEM FIRST DUE TO LARGE AMOUNTS OF SPAM COMING IN AS COMMENTS--ENJOY THE WEEK - I WILL BE BACK - STAY FOCUSED AND TRUST IN GOD!

HEY PARTY PEOPLE HOPE U HAD A FESTIVE PRIDE WEEKEND HERE IN NYC --THE WEATHER WASNT ALL THAT BUT IT DIDNT STOP THE KIDS FROM COMING OUT IN DROVES
--I PERSONALLY DIDNT DO MUCH THIS WEEKEND AND I WANTED IT THAT WAY- THE THINGS I DID DO WERE FUN AND JUST RIGHT FOR MY MOOD AT THE TIME- THERE WAS A RUMOR OF A GUEST APPEARANCE BY ME AT ESCUELITA FOR SUNDAY NITE BUT AS U MAY HAVE HEARD THAT WAS NOT TRUE AND DID NOT PAN OUT- I WAS THERE AS DORIAN AND HUNG OUT FOR A BIT BUT DID NOT PERFORM- THIS IS A BUSY WEEK FOR ME WITH LOTS OF APPTS FOR VARIOUS THINGS BUT U KNOW I WILL KEEP U ABREAST OF THE SITUATIONS. WITH THAT BEING ALL FOR TODAY - KEEP THE FAITH, ALLEVIATE THE STRESS AND REMEMBER U ARE LOVED!

PRIDE WEEKEND IS AMONGST AND THE KIDS ARE ARRIVING AT A STEADY RATE VIA PLANE, TRAIN ,BUS, HOT AIR BALLOON AND SKATEBOARD. LOOK TO SEE MANY FAMILIAR FACES AND SOME NEW ONES AS WELL. I WILL BE PERCHED AT A LOCAL BBQ SAT AND IN THE HOUSE AFTER THE GYM ON SUNDAY- THERE IS A RUMOR OUT THAT SHEILA NOXZEMA WAS SEEN IN SAKS THIS MORNING AND MAY BE IN TOWN FOR PRIDE. SHE HAS NOT CALLED ME YET SO I CANT CONFIRM THAT.CAN YOU PLEASE LOG ON TO WWW.CBS.COM AND VOTE (MORE THAN ONCE) FOR MY GIRLFRIEND MONICA(BLK CHICK FROM WORK) TO BE ON THE BIG BROTHER ALL-STAR SHOW- ITS A SIMPLE PROCEDURE AND SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP-- IM THANKING ALL OF U IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING HER OUT--ENJOY YOURSELVES THIS WEEKEND AND BE SAFE--I WILL PROBABLY DO ANOTHER ENTRY B4 THE WEEKEND ENDS-- KISSES AND HUGS - HAPPY PRIDE U ALL!

HEY PARTY PEOPLE I HOPE U ARE STAYING COOL AND FOCUSED IN ALL THIS HEAT-- THE PAST WEEKEND TURNED OUT TO BE QUITE FESTIVE BUT A LITTLE OVERWHELMING FOR ME(THATS WHY I HAD TO LAY MY *SS DOWN AND SIT PERCHED)-- I DID SEE THE EYE DOCTOR ON SAT AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE NOTHING MAJOR BUT SHE DID DILATE MY EYES FOR SOME PICS AND LEFT ME GOOD AND BLIND FOR ABOUT HALF OF THE DAY WHICH MADE ME NOT GO INTO THE CITY FOR THE ANTI-VIOLENCE MARCH- HAVEN'T HEARD MUCH ABOUT IT SINCE THEN HOPING IT TURNED OUT WELL-SUNDAY I HUNG OUT FOR A BIT AND THEN WENT TO A SENSATIONAL SHOW AT ROSELAND "BROADWAY BARES" A YEARLY FUNDRAISER FOR AIDS--IT'S ALWAYS VERY INSPIRING FOR ME AS AN ARTIST TO BE AROUND LIKE-MINDED, PRODUCTIVE INDIVIDUALS-MONDAY I WAS GOOD AND TIRED BUT MUSTERED UP ENERGY TO GO TO NJPAC FOR A JUNETEENTH SHOW(VERY INTERESTING)--TUESDAY FOUND ME STILL WAITING FOR MY AC TO GET REPAIRED BY THE SUPER SO U KNOW I WAS EVIL AND BITTER ALL DAY LONG- WENT TO WELFARE EARLY IN THE MORNING TO GET A NEW BENEFITS CARD SINCE THE "NEW "ONE THEY GAVE ME DIDN'T WORK - WELL I GOT THERE WAITED 45 MINUTES AND DIDNT HAVE ALL THE NECESSARY PAPERWORK AND WAS SENT HOME -- LORD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GET BACK TO WORK AND OFF THE SYSTEM - MISS WELFARE IS TOO MANY THINGS FOR A GIRL WITH NO PATIENCE-- I AM UP BRIGHT AND EARLY NOW , THE AC IS PUMPING AND I GOING BACK TO WELFARE TO RECTIFY MY SITUATION - LOTS OF FOLKS COMING TO TOWN THIS WEEKEND AND THE CITY SHOULD BE FULL OF FRESH MEAT--BE CAREFUL THOUGH - CHOSE YOUR MEAT WISELY AND MAKE SURE IT IS USDA APPROVED(LOL)-- WITH THAT BEING ALL ENJOY YOURSELF - I AM GONNA LAY LOW THIS WEEKEND- NOT SURE IF I AM READY FOR THE MASSIVE CROWDS AND THINGS-- WILL KEEP U POSTED-- GOD BLESS AND ENJOY YOUR DAY!

HEY ITS 4AM AND I AM JUST GETTING IN FROM A BIRTHDAY PARTY IN QUEENS- DJ EDDIE CRUZ WAS CELEBRATING AND A GAGGLE OF GIRLS WERE ON HAND TO BLOW OUT THE CANDLES-- SUGGA PIE AND VICTORIA LACE WERE IN THE ROUNDUP--A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL-- TODAY (SAT)THERE WILL BE A ANTI-VIOLENCE MARCH STARTING AT 14TH AND 1ST -THE GATHERING BEGINS AT 2PM AND THE MARCH BEGINS AT 3PM- I AM HOPING TO BE A PART OF THIS AFFAIR SINCE IT IS NEAR AND DEAR TO ME- I NEED TO SEE THE EYE DOCTOR FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND WAIT TO BE SEEN SINCE I HAVE NO APPT AND MY EYE IS REALLY BOTHERING ME ALL OF A SUDDEN - IF THAT ALL WORKS OUT THEN I CAN GO TO THE MARCH AND STANDUP FOR JUSTICE--THIS SUNDAY I AM ALSO SCHEDULED TO ATTEND BROADWAY BARES THANKS TO MY FRIEND JOHN WHO GOT ME A TICKET TO TAG ALONG WITH HIM - I BETTER GET SOME REST NOW - THE COMEBACK SHOW DATES ARE CONFIRMED SO BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR FULL DETAILS BY 7/1-- TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS!

HEY GUYS HOPE U ARE HAVING A STRESS FREE DAY WHEN U READ THIS- THINGS ARE COOL ON THIS SIDE- I WAS ADVISED NOT TO SEE A DERMATOLOGIST BUT AN ONCOLOGIST FOR MY POSSIBLE KS LESIONS THAT I MENTIONED THE OTHER DAY,SO I WILL GET ON THAT SOMETIME THIS WEEK-- STILL WAITING FOR CONFIRMATION ON THE DATE I CHOSE FOR MY END OF SUMMER/ COMEBACK SHOW(STAY TUNED)--ONCE I START PERFORMING AGAIN I WILL ALSO BE LOOKING FOR A FULL-TIME JOB AND KEEP THE DRAG FOR THE WEEKENDS-DOING LESS DRAG COULD BE TO MY ADVANTAGE EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY- I AM THINKING OF REDUCING MY WARDROBE TO ALMOST HALF AND SOMEONE SUGGESTED SELLING STUFF ON EBAY--IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT HAS DONE THIS? IS IT WORTH IT ? DROP ME AN EMAIL AT TRAKK13@AOL.COM
A FRIEND PURCHASED A TICKET FOR ME TO ATTEND BROADWAY BARES THIS WEEKEND AND I CANT WAIT TO GO - ITS ALWAYS AN EXCELLENT AND INSPIRING SHOW WHILE AT THE SAME TIME A FUNDRAISER FOR AIDS-- THERE ARE TWO SHOWS - I WILL BE AT THE LATE ONE (MIDNITE)IF U WOULD LIKE MORE INFO U CAN GO TO
WWW.BCEFA.ORG--NYC GAY PRIDE IS COMING SOON U ALL READY AND PERCHED FOR THE FESTIVITIES? THINK ABOUT IT AND LET ME KNOW - I WANNA HEAR FROM U!

WELL IM BACK ONCE AGAIN SAFE AND SOUND-- THE EVENT IN ATL HELD SAT NITE AT CLUB 708 WAS VERY FESTIVE- THERE WAS A NICE CROWD ALONG WITH DJ SEDRICK - MAXINE BLUE HOSTED THE SHOW (OUT OF DRAG) AND THE PERFORMERS INCLUDED TAMISHA CASSIDINE (CURRENT REIGNING MISS BLK USOFA) AMELIA BLACK(LEGENDARY GODDESS) A LIVE SINGER NAMED KURT OR KIRK, AND MONTE ST.JAMES WHO GAVE A VERY INSPIRATIONAL GOSPEL PERFORMANCE-- I HAD A BLAST AND I HAVE TO THANK ALL THE PERFORMERS AND OZONE ENTERTAINMENT FOR BRINGING ME DOWN AND MAKING IT HAPPEN- ON THE FLIP SIDE I COME HOME AND HEAR OF THE HORRIFIC CRIME COMMITTED AGAINST OUR VERY OWN KEVIN AVIANCE- MY HEART AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO HIM - SHAME ON ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAT PERCHED AND LET IT TRANSPIRE!-- WE NEVER KNOW WHAT MAY HAPPEN TO ANY OF US AND WE MUST LEARN TO SUPPORT AND UPLIFT EACH OTHER- IN THE YEAR 2006 IT'S SAD THAT THE LEVEL OF UNITY IS STILL VERY LOW-- WE TALK LOTS OF SHIT BUT SHOW LITTLE ACTION- IM GLAD THAT THE PUNKS WERE CAUGHT AND I THANK WHOEVER MADE THAT POSSIBLE SO QUICKLY!-- I'M GONNA CLOSE OUT FOR NOW BUT KEEP IN MIND FOLKS GAY PRIDE IS NOT JUST A DAY IT SHOULD BE EVERYDAY- DON'T LET NEGATIVE PEOPLE OR ATTITUDES BRING U DOWN OR ATTEMPT TO BEAT US DOWN -STAND FIRM -THERE IS STRENGTH IN NUMBERS!
GOD BLESS U KEVIN AND THE MANY OTHERS WHO HAVE ENDURED HATE CRIMES THROUGHOUT TIME-- CIAO

HEY GUYS ITS BEEN A MINUTE SINCE WE CHATTED BUT I NEEDED A TIME OUT JUST TO GET BACK INTO THE GROOVE OF THINGS--- THIS HAS BEEN QUITE A WEEK FOR ME - WHEN I GOT BACK HOME I RECEIVED THE BLOODWORK FROM MY DOC ALONG W/A PRESCRIPTION FOR THE NEW WORK-- IT SEEMS THAT AFTER 2 1/2 WEEKS ON MY REGIGMENT I WAS ABLE TO ATTAIN 3 MORE T-CELLS GIVING ME A GRAND TOTAL OF 5 AND THAT MY VIRAL LOAD WENT UNDETECTABLE!THE NEWS WAS SHOCKING TO ME SINCE IT HAD BEEN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME-- MY NEXT SET OF BLOODWORK WILL TELL THOUGH IF IT WAS A FLUKE OR NOT-- GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND NO MATTER WHAT THE NUMBERS ARE AS LONG AS HE IS ON MY SIDE I WILL BE JUST FINE-WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY RECENT FINDINGS OF POSSIBLE KS(KARPOSIS SARCOMA)LESIONS ON MY LEG AND FOOT-- NEED TO CHECK THAT OUT WITH THE DERMATOLOGIST THIS COMING TUESDAY-- I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT SO FAR AND I KNOW I HAVE A LONG ROAD TO GO BUT I AM THANKFUL FOR THE BLESSINGS OF HEALTH AND SANITY THAT HAVE BEEN BESTOWED UPON ME-I AM ALSO THANKFUL FOR YOU ALL WHO KEEP MY SPIRITS UP AND GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT-EVERDAY I AM BECOMING MORE INDEPENDENT - I NO LONGER NEED THE ASSISTANCE OF MY HOMEMAKER AND I AM PLANNING A POSSIBLE COMEBACK SHOW LATE AUGUST-I AM LEAVING TODAY TO ATTEND A BENEFIT SHOW ON MY BEHALF IN ATL--THE PERSON GIVING ME THE BENEFIT I HAVENT MET YET AND I THOUGHT IT WAS VERY NICE OF HIM TO PUT TOGETHER THIS EVENT ALONG WITH DISTRICT HOUSE MOTHER DJ CEDRICK-- EXPECT A FULL STORY WHEN I RETURN LATE MONDAY NITE--WISHING U ALL A FUNFILLED WEEKEND AND A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE BORICUAS WHO READ THE BLOG--VIVA PUERTO RICO!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY PARTY PEOPLE-- HOPE YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND WENT WELL- THE FAMILY CRUISE WAS MANY THINGS BUT THATS WHAT FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT -- THE TRIP GOT OFF TO A LATE START SINCE SOMEONE JUMPED OVERBOARD THE NITE B4 AS THE SHIP WAS HEADING BACK TO NYC SO WE BASICALLY GOT DELAYED ABOUT 8 HOURS- THE CRUISE ITSELF WAS WONDERFUL- I ATE LIKE A PIG AND I AM PLANNING ON RELEASING SOME OF THESE TOXINS TONITE (LAXATIVE)-COMING OFF THE BOAT WAS ALSO FULL OF DRAMA AND UNORGANIZED - WHAT STARTED OUT AS A LINE SOON TURNED INTO A FIERCE RUSH TO THE EXIT-UPON GETTING HOME I WAS BOMBARDED WITH MAIL AND THINGS TO DO - THIS WILL BE A REGROUPING WEEK FOR ME-MY CAT (PEACHES )RETURNED HOME LAST NITE AFTER BEING AT THE BABYSITTERS HOUSE -FOR SOME REASON SHE HAD AN ATTITUDE AND WASNT SPEAKING TO ME FOR THE FIRST HOUR OF HER RETURN-- STILL PLANNING AND PLOTTING A RETURN TO THE STAGE-IM A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT DOING IT AND PRAYING THAT I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH- ITS NOT AS SIMPLE AS IT MAY SEEM- OTHER THAN THAT IM JUST TAKING IT EASY AND CONCENTRATING ON MY HEALTH - WILL VISIT THE DOCTOR AROUND GAY PRIDE AND GET SOME NUMBERS FROM HIM AS WELL AS HAVING AN ACCUPUNCTURE TREATMENT, COLONIC AND FOOT DETOX THERAPY WHICH I AM VERY INTERESTED IN TRYING(IF U WANT MORE INFO ON IT -HIT ME UP)NOW THAT THE WEATHER IS ACTING RIGHT I NEED TO START HITTING THE GYM B4 MY NEWFOUND WEIGHT TURNS TO A POTBELLY AND HARMONICA IS PERCHED AT ASHLEY STEWART FOR GARMENTS-- UNTIL NEXT TIME - TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS!