HEY GUYS, FORGIVE ME NOT BEING ON TOP OF THE BLOG THAT MUCH THIS MONTH. I AM IN AN EMOTIONAL AND SOCIAL FUNK FOR SOME STRANGE REASON AND HAVE BEEN PRETTY MUCH TO MYSELF. I AM TRYING TO GET MOTIVATED AND MOVE AHEAD WITH MY LIFE BUT I HAVE RUN INTO SOME INVISIBLE BARRIERS THAT ARE KEEPING ME FROM DOING SO. DESPITE THE FACT THAT IT'S A NEW YEAR, I JUST CELEBRATED A BIRTHDAY AND DID SOME TRAVELING I CANT SEEM TO PUT MY NEXT STEP IN PERSPECTIVE.I'M SURE THAT THIS TOO SHALL PASS. I HAVE COME TOO FAR TO LET SOMETHING TRIVIAL KEEP ME DOWN.FRIDAY MORNING I AM LEAVING FOR A BOOKING IN JAMAICA(NOT QUEENS). I AM SOMEWHAT EXCITED AND NERVOUS ABOUT THE PROSPECT OF PERFORMING THERE. ALTHOUGH I HEAR IT IS A VERY HOMOPHOBIC ISLAND , THE PEOPLE IN CHARGE OF THIS BOOKING HAVE ASSURED ME OF MY SAFETY AND WELL-BEING DURING THE TRIP.PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS OVER THE WEEKEND AND I WILL BE SURE TO LET U ALL KNOW HOW THINGS TURNED OUT UPON MY ARRIVAL HOME. TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS!