HEY GUYS. SUMMER IS QUICKLY FADING AWAY AND FALL IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING. A NEW SEASON IS A TIME OF CHANGE AND THIS YEAR I WILL WELCOME THAT WITH OPEN ARMS. I HAVE DECIDED TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE AND GET MY DEGREE.ITS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR AWHILE AND NOW IS THE TIME TO MAKE MY MOVE.THE LAST TIME I WAS IN COLLEGE WAS 1988 SO WHEN I WENT TO APPLY AND HAD MY TRANSCRIPTS FROM ST. JOHN'S UNIVERSITY I WAS NICELY TOLD "THOSE CREDITS ARE TOO OLD AND CAN'T BE ACCEPTED". I WOULD HAVE TO START FRESH IN ORDER TO GET A DEGREE. I CONTEMPLATED LONG AND HARD B4 REALIZING THAT HEY , THIS SETBACK WILL NOT STOP ME. I MUST FORGE AHEAD WITH MY DREAMS, GOALS AND DESIRES. SCHOOL STARTS THIS THURSDAY AND MY SOCIAL LIFE WILL BE REDUCED DRASTICALLY. I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK ON SUNDAYS AND OTHER GIGS THAT COME WAY(IF THEY FIT MY SCHEDULE) BUT MY OUT OF TOWN GIGS AS WELL AS UNNECCESSARY VENTURES WILL BE PUT ON HOLD SO THAT I CAN CONCENTRATE ON WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE. I HAVE REGISTERED FOR 5 CLASSES THIS SEMESTER(PRAY FOR ME) AND I PLAN ON DOING WELL IN ALL OF THEM. PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DURING THIS NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE SINCE I COULD USE ALL THE MOTIVATION I CAN GET. I WILL KEEP U POSTED AS I GET SETTLED IN TO MY NEW SURROUNDINGS AND WAY OF DOING THINGS. HAVE A SAFE AND FUN LABOR DAY WEEKEND.

I behold the Christ in you, dear friend, and I am truly blessed.
I give thanks to God for friends who constantly emit positive energy, affirming the goodness of God active in our lives.
I hold my friends in prayer with gratitude for their loving kindness toward me and their willingness to accept me unconditionally. My friends are not focused on finding fault with me; they encourage me to be aware of the good that is at work in me.
I also give thanks for the privilege of being a friend. I am a source of the kindness, love, and consideration that I am blessed in receiving from others.
Bonds of friendship support me in expressing the Christlike qualities of love, caring, and compassion. Beholding the Christ within my friends, I am truly blessed.
"Some friends play at friendship but a true friend sticks closer than one's nearest kin." -Proverbs 18:24

HEY FOLKS HOPING ALL IS WELL WITH U . THIS SATURDAY IS JERSEY CITY PRIDE. AN EVENT I CAN SAY I WAS THE FIRST OFFICIAL HOSTESS FOR. IT HAS REALLY GROWN OVER THE YEARS AND THOUGH I AM SLIGHTLY BITTER THAT I WAS NEVER ASKED BACK TO HOST ESPECIALLY SINCE IM FROM JERSEY CITY I STILL MUSTER UP THE LOVE TO PROMOTE THE EVENT. THE EVENT WILL BE HELD FROM NOON -8PM AT EXCHANGE PLACE. I WILL BE THERE AROUND 4PM (OUT OF DRAG) TO PROMOTE MY TUESDAY NITES IN HOBOKEN AND 2 CHECK OUT THE LOCAL MAN MEAT. LATER ON THAT EVENING I WILL BE HEADING TO THE ANNUAL LATEX BALL WHERE YOURS TRULY WILL BE RECEIVING AN AWARD OF EXCELLENCE. THAT FUNCTION IS FREE AND WILL BE AT ROSELAND IN NYC FROM 8PM -4AM. I WILL BE DRESSED FOR THAT EVENT SO IF U HAPPEN TO BE THERE MAKE SURE U COME UP AND SAY HELLO.

WELL FOLKS ITS BEEN A MINUTE AND I PROMISE FROM THIS POINT ON I WILL BE MORE CONSISTENT WITH MY ENTRIES.WHEN WE LAST LEFT OFF I WAS FACING THE DILEMMA OF HAVING TO GET A NEW DOCTOR. THAT WILL OFFICIALLY TAKE PLACE SOMETIME IN SEPT WHEN I GO FOR MY NEW BLOODWORK RESULTS. THERE ARE TWO DOCTORS LEFT AT THE CLINIC TO CHOOSE FROM AND ONE OF THEM I ALREADY HAD THE DISPLEASURE OF MEETING SO I AM HOPING THE OTHER IS A LITTLE MORE PLEASANT AND EASY-GOING. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE A WELL-INFORMED AND COMPLIANT PATIENT WHO WANTS TO DO BETTER FOR HIMSELF AND I WOULD LIKE FOR MY DOCTOR TO FEEL THE SAME WAYS AS WELL. IN OTHER NEWS BIG CHANGES ARE GOING ON IN MY PERSONAL LIFE STARTING 8/29. I WILL FILL U IN ON THOSE DETAILS AS IT APPROACHES. AS FOR MISS SUNBEAM, I RECENTLY HAD THE PLEASURE OF TAKING SUGGA PIE TO GET A COLONIC THIS WEEK AND SHE THOROUGHLY ENJOYED IT. I AM ALWAYS PLEASED TO INTRODUCE PEOPLE TO HOLISTIC SERVICES THAT PROMOTE BETTER HEALTH. I WILL BE AT MS. THERESAS IN NEWARK TONITE IF ANYONE READS THIS IN TIME. ALSO MY TUESDAY NITE PARTY IN HOBOKEN AT THE CAGE IS DOING QUITE WELL. STOP BY ONE TUESDAY IF U CAN. ON SAT AUG 25TH I WILL BE HONORED AT THE LATEX BALL IN NYC SO I AM PLANNING TO LOOK EXTRA SPECIAL FOR THAT. MAYBE I WILL SEE SOME OF U THERE. UNTIL NEXT TIME, STAY BLESSED AND BE WELL.

Trusting in the activity of God, I am blessed in infinite ways.
When meeting a challenge or when things happen that I cannot understand or explain, I remember that beyond such temporary appearances, God’s spirit is unceasingly active. I feel the peace of mind that comes from trusting God.
My life takes on new meaning when I am mindful of God’s constant presence. I pray and willingly release the need to have my way. As I separate my emotions from the outcome, I comprehend the power of God that is at work.
Trusting in the activity of God, I am blessed in infinite ways. Circumstances I may have thought impossible flow smoothly to a right conclusion. Outcomes I could not possibly have predicted come into being as blessings for me and for others.
'Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act.'-Psalm 37:5

I am reborn in spirit and renewed in mind and body.
Each time I take a breath, I breathe in the spirit of God and I am rejuvenated in mind and body. The practice of prayerful breathing strengthens me in all that I think, say, and do.
Taking deep, full breaths, I clear away any negative thoughts that are holding a place in my consciousness. I let this clearing activity move deep within me to where my innermost thoughts and memories are stored. Thought by thought, memory by memory, I release any negativity from the past and know that it can no longer disturb me.
I breathe deeply, releasing old states of being, and a new realization of myself becomes clear. I am reborn in spirit and renewed in heart and mind.
"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your minds, so that you may discern what is the will of God—what is good and acceptable and perfect."—Romans 12:2

HEY GUYS. ITS BEEN A MINUTE I KNOW. EVER SINCE COMING BACK FROM TORONTO I HAVE BEEN IN QUITE A SLUMP(IT HAPPENS). ON TOP OF THAT MY DOCTOR INFORMED ME HE WAS LEAVING THE CLINIC AS OF 9/1/07. THIS NEWS HAS LEFT ME SOMEWHAT DEVASTATED SINCE WE JUST MET LAST YEAR DURING MY DRAMA AND THE FACT THAT WE GOT ALONG VERY WELL. IF ANYONE OUT THERE KNOWS THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING A DOCTOR THAT U CAN TALK TO, RELY ON AND GET ALONG WITH U KNOW WHAT I AM GOING THRU. FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN RACES THROUGH MY BODY AFTER 9/2/07. THEY WILL ASSIGN ME A NEW DOCTOR BUT THE STARTING OVER PROCESS IS WHAT SCARES ME. WILL THIS NEW DOC BE ATTENTIVE, OPEN-MINDED AND THERE FOR ME? I WILL SURELY KEEP U POSTED ON THIS ONE. THIS WEEK WAS THE NYC BLK PRIDE CELEBRATION. I WORKED AT THE PARK EVENT ON SAT NITE AND ENJOYED IT THOROUGHLY. BEHIND THE SCENES WAS SOMEWHAT HECTIC AND DISORGANIZED BUT I SEEM TO GET A LOT OF THAT IN THIS BUSINESS. AS FOR SUNDAY 8/5 THERE WILL BE NO T-DANCE AT ESCUELITA SO I AM BOOKED IN MIAMI AT THE LEGENDARY TWIST CLUB WITH A GOOD GIRLFRIEND EBONEE EXCELL. I LOOK FORWARD TO THIS GETAWAY AND A CHANCE TO MEET NEW FRIENDS AND FANS. UPON MY RETURN HOME (TUESDAY) U WILL GET A FULL REPORT ON MY MIAMI VENTURES. IN THE MEANTIME, KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND I WILL DO THE SAME FOR U.