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It's just not the same anymore

On Feb 14, 2010 I will be celebrating my 12 year anniversary at Esceulita. The time has flown by very quickly and in the process the party has changed dramatically. DJ Relentless is no longer working there and it has affected the show and behind the scenes greatly. I wish him much success in Toronto with his new bf and dj gigs. The crowd is questionable these days as well. Back in the day, the show was packed way before 9pm. Now I am forced to wait in the back hoping that enough people show up so I can at least start by ten pm. Please don't mention the recession because I am well aware of it and I might mention that other clubs are still flourishing despite people going out less and watching their recreational spending. In addition, the quality of strippers has been reduced to whatever management decides to book.To make matters worse , there has been no mention or flyer for this annual event and that really hurts. To think that I put so much time and effort into making the t-dance a worthwhile weekly event for everyone involved, only to be overlooked when it comes to my anniversary. I have decided this though, if they don't mention it, neither will I. It will just be a regular show and I will keep my feelings to myself until the right time permits. There is only so much a person can take before they go postal or go MIA. What do you think?

Posted by sunbeam at 01:11 PM | Comments (2)


Posted by sunbeam at January 25, 2010 01:11 PM

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Sometimes it's better to go out on top while the spotlight is still on u no matter how the ones who control do nothing as the bulb dims. Before you let "them" take you there u should leave with your sanity and leave knowing you made so many people laugh through the years even when they had nothing to laugh about in their lives. You will always be a star and u are certainly a legend. If this year is your last then make sure it's the best year you ever had and remember if not all of it you did most of it your way.

Ricky

Posted by: Ricky Starr at January 28, 2010 06:06 PM

Hey,

I hope all is well with school and all the other things your doing. I just read your post about the club and how things have changed so much. I just want you to remember who you are and you have a name in this thing call show biz. I know you have traveled all over the world doing shows and giving all you have. What I wanted you to know is......You are in charge of you and if the place you are working at is not the kind of place that you will never fully be able to develop beyond what it was, then listen to what the less that half fill room is telling you. Don't let you be the last one to know when the party is over.
You are a lot of great things......and one of them is a person with ideas and never been in fear of moving on......Maybe the weather has changed.
I love and pray for you all the more.
I....we.......you believe in you.
David A. Tobin
Germany!!!!!

Posted by: David A. Tobin at February 1, 2010 11:03 PM

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